The Song

I'm so mortified about my song.

I must admit, though: writing my song wasn't hard for me at all. However, singing it in front of the class is what I dreaded. I'm sure it was like that for a lot of other people. I felt pretty confident before going up to perform, but once I was actually up there, it's a whole different story. My voice cracked what seemed like a million times and I couldn't control it because I was so nervous. It was my first time singing in front of anyone other than my mom and sister: it's definitely a different feeling. But once I was done, I still felt nervous! I guess it's because it's all the adrenaline left over...I felt like I was shaking or something. A part of me wishes that I could do it over again, because I feel like I did a pretty terrible job and that it was possible for me to improve. But another part of me doesn't, obviously, because I don't want to go through that embarrassment again...

I don't know, performing is just not my thing.